My timetable is out and it really sucked. Lessons start at 8 for Wednesday and Friday and there's like a 2-5 hour break on my friday too! 8am to 6pm on Friday. That's like worse than when I worked in CHC! 
And my school days are going to be like the time during Secondary school. I haven't woke up at 6 for a long time. =(

So well. I think I'm going to try and sleep early every night and have a healthy lifestyle. =X

And my diet plans are not working. HOW! I think it's very difficult to diet when I love food so much.
But I'm going to continue to eat healthy and go for yoga. Must at least try to look slim.

Shall blog more next time. I'm really tired. Going to catch a power nap! 

There's pros and cons in this semester I guess. I think the good thing is, I'm finally taking modules I enjoy. All PR-related stuff! YEAH! And I'm taking Japanese language which somehow I like. The only module I probably wont enjoy is my SS which is Southeast Asia.-_-''' Boring contexts, lots of essay (urgh!), group project (urgh!)and probably readings (urghX10000). Too bad I don't have enough G points to bid for better SS. At least I'm taking it with friends so I hope it's not that bad. And tutorial's odd week.

Seriously I don't really like my time table as well. Tuesday is my free day and I totally kinda regret that because most tutorials are on Tuesdays and there's a chance I might kiss goodbye to my 4-day week. And it's rather dreadful for my free day to be on Tuesday because it's so odd, cause last semester I had my Friday off.

Oh wells, life goes on no matter what happen. Worse thing is, Jack stupidly went to choose to be posted to patrol instead of clerk. This means that I have to really squeeze out time during my already-packed weekdays to meet him, and probably am free on weekends. Sigh. And that really suck because his schedule will be so unpredictable. Might even need to patrol on CNY or public holidays.

Well, this is his life and he has every right to choose. Anyway his posting is out yet and as long as he wants it, what more can I say.

I hope I can really do well this semester! And I want to work for CHC during the long holiday break. Or come what may.

In 2009, I have:

1) Done our M1 project
2) Graduated from NP.
3) Entered NUS.
4) Worked in CHC.
5) Entered the clubbing scene.
6) Spent lots of money.
7) --- -------- --- ---- --- --------
8) Went to Taiwan and Thailand.
9) Been a tutor for 2 years now.


Loved most of the things I have done in 2009 and I hope 2010 will be a better year.
Though the start of the year is abit rough for me ( no money ), I'll work hard to save up more for future trips and whats not. No more expensive food except once a month.

In 2010, I plan to:
1) Go on a trip during my 3-months holiday. Got to save up! Still have no idea where to go. Maybe another at the end of the year I hope!
2) Have healthier activities.
3) Improve my CAP!

May 2010 be a better year!

This Christmas is filled with love because I'm always with my loved ones. I'm sure most people already knew what I did for Christmas; spent it with Wanxin on Christmas Eve, and with Jack and lovelies the following days. Everyday was blissful! Wouldn't it be nice if everyday is Christmas? Or weekends?
And time flies. This year really zoomed by damn quickly. And as 2010 approaches, it means that school is starting soon. =( Kinda dread it, because sigh...who knows what is coming up. I have nothing to look forward to in school. Everyday and every week just passes like that with nothing much to look forward to. My only motivation, is perhaps to really do well, that's all.

Anyway, I was home alone for the weekend because my family went to KL for a holiday. Didnt tag along because I don't know, I'd rather shop in Singapore since it's about the same. So Jack stayed over at my place on Saturday. It's so fun because it's the first time I managed to drive/park his Wish. Jack was very skeptical about me driving such a big car at first. And then I send him to Clarke Quay to meet his NS friends for drinks.
And I waited for him to come home till like 3 plus am! See what a good gf I am! And Jack came home with a loaf of bread for the next day, and da bao-ed Fried Oyster for supper!! YUMS!

And we slept all the way to 2pm the next day. I can't believe we slept so long!! It's like half the day was gone. And I cooked "breakfast", with bacon and eggs and hotdogs and toast. This is the first time he didn't complain about my cooking. =) And I think Jack can continue to sleep the Sunday away but I forced him to go out to Ion to get his shoes changed.

It really sucks to be broke because in Singapore, there's nothing much you can do except eat. And Jack and I love to eat all the nice food, and I guess that's part of the reason why we're both so broke. So now, whenever we are out for dinner Jack always insist that we eat at coffeeshops. =( Which is ok for me, unless the coffeeshop really has horrible food. And I don't know why I'm so stupid to asked Jack to book a night stay at Pan Pacific hotel during the new year when we're both already quite broke. And now that I wanted to cancel the booking, it's too late already. So I guess I just got to make full use of it. Just want to start the new year doing fun things I guess.

So I think I'm really going to start the new year by eating grass.

2009 has been a pretty eventful year. Been through lots of ups and downs and uncertainties and confusion. Finally graduated from NP, say good bye and still keeping some old friends, going to NUS and meet new ones, trying to adapt, enjoying night outs at the clubs and discovering a whole new self. I'm still pondering hard on what direction my life should take. Still as confused, and the sad/happy thing is I'm turning 21 in 3 months time!
Well, I guess that's part of growing up. And I'm sure a few years later when I look back at the year when I'm 20, I'm going to reminisce all the memories I had.

And here comes my resolutions for 2010:
1) Get a CAP of 3.5 or higher for Sem 2, and even higher for Sem 3!!!
2) No more expensive meals on weekends! Well, I think I'm going to tell Jack that we'll have it once/twice a month. I can't resist my 2am dessertbar! =)
3) Go on a trip during my 3-month holidays. (that should increase my motivation to save! )
4) Save at least $50-$80 per month
5) Plan my 21st birthday properly and make it memorable for everyone, especially myself! HAHA!
6) Be nicer to everyone!
7) Be more discipline to go yoga
8) Less partying (which is very sad, unless someone is willing to pay for me)
9) Join a CCA or activity
10)Eat a more balanced diet!

Wow! Quite a hard time thinking of all 10, and a lot of them aren't really what I want to do. Like eating less and working harder and saving more money. It's hard but I'll try to make things better!

I think sometimes looking forward to an event too much isn't really a good thing. Expectations lead to greater disappointments remember? I thought this Christmas Eve we can do something fun and special, but I'm REALLY REALLY BROKE! And Jack has duty on Christmas Eve! So it's just a date between me and Wanxin. But we're both so broke! We don't know what to do. Do we really need to have a lot of money in order to have lots of fun?
I want to go on Christmas Eve countdown parties, but it's so freaking expensive and I can't squeeze out anymore money! Oh well... tomorrow will come, and we'll see.

The highlight shall be tonight. We'll be celebrating Shirle's 20! People are still celebrating their twenteen when I'm only 3 months away from being 21!

Jack bought me a camera and of course I had to get him something decent too. I nearly spent $200 over buying him the Oakley bag he wants. But it's really something that I don't like and I rather spent $200 on something that I like. So I bought him a really nice shirt and shoes from River Island. I really hope he likes it because the price is definitely steep! At least at this point of time.

Anyway, I got back my results yesterday, and it's kind of expected for the type of inputs I give. But I was quite disappointed that I didn't get at least a 3.5 for my CAP. Well, just 0.1 away from my goal, but then it's still disappointing. Not that I really yearn to do a honours, but I should set 3.5 as my benchmark. Seriously a honours to me isn't that important. What's more important is that I hope from the coming semesters onwards, I will grow to like what I'm learning and make them useful. Up till now, I'm still skeptical about the things I learn. And I shall work towards getting a exchange or something, though I need lots of money (again).

Sigh. Still, Merry Christmas everyone, though it's more and more like any other festivals. It's just another excuse for me to go out and have fun.

It's the next exciting day that everyone looks forward to besides CNY. Actually CNY for me these past years have been a really dull and boring one. Especially this year, when there's lots of stuff going on. I hope next year will be better!

And I'm looking forward to spend the holidays fruitfully! Shall be more discipline and attend yoga at least once a week! I need to tone myself up!!
And I realise I lost 2kg after my period. Can you imagine? I lost 2kg of blood! And still look bloated. SUCKS to be a woman!

I know I said that I want to party like mad this holiday too. Well, it's that time of the year and it's time to let lose, but I better try to limit myself, because I feel that I have aged 2 years everytime I go out on a late night-out. Beauty sleep! Very important!

And I'm looking forward to celebrating Wanxin's birthday this weekend! And we're going to have a double date this Christmas! =) Never really been on a double date and I hope it's fun when you're double-dating with your best friend.

And now I'm really depressed because I don't know to do with my hair. My hair is like seriously crappy now! Have to clip it before I go out and my hair is like CRAP! I wonder if I should get some curls or rebond it straight (again! -.-) or rebond partially. If only I'm born with natural manageable hair.

Oh! And I borrowed Jack's Wii and I'm so going to play Guitar Heroes during the afternoon! Beatles! Rock my socks! Here comes the sun~ I wanna hold your hand!!!~

And I think I'll really spend alot alot this month. CRAP!

I hate it when the last paper is like after a long break after the 2nd last one. I seriously have no mood to study. Even though I've been consistent for the past 3 days, I don't know, I still feel insecure and not confident and the feeling sucks. To make it worse, I totally don't have the mood to study really hard for me because my brain is thinking about the things I want to do during the holidays.

Haven't been blogging for awhile, and I guess it's facebook's fault. Everything on facebook is explicitly expressed already. Like my current thoughts and etc.

And since I don't have the mood to study, I might as well write something here.

I don't get why some people deserve better. Maybe I'm jealous or whatever, I don't know. But I just don't get why some girls can get the attention of so many guys and the guys are willing to do anything for the girl. It's not as if the girl is super hot or whatever. Or maybe she is, for a tiny bit.
I don't know. But it's just isn't fair I feel. Why give false hopes?
And I probably shouldn't judge I know. But I just don't get it!!

And why do guys like girls that are such slutwhore. Ooo extreme!
Well, not slutwhore, but hard to get? It's like you know she's dating tonnes of other guys and you're still one of the guys putting in a lot of effort and money for dates and trying to gain her attention. I don't know. Maybe I just don't understand.

I was chatting with a friends and sometimes I do miss some kind of singlehood. I can do whatever I want, play around, no commitments. Oh no that sound abit like slutwhore! But ya, I don't know how to explain.

But of course I have no complains now. Jack is like more than a best friend, but quite similar to a best friend and I can tell him anything and everything. I don't have to put on a facade with him. Don't have to put on my best makeup and dress (though that's a plus) and I throw tantrums like nobody's business. We argue, yell at each other till I'm going to explode, and a few minutes later it's as if nothing has happened and it's back to normal.

That's abit like me and Wanxin I feel. Sometimes I'm really mad at her and I sort of hate her for awhile. We do have our differences. And then after a few days we're back to normal and bitch around and plan meetups. It sure feels good to be friends with people who do not bear grudges.

And I also love all the other girls who don't make me mad at all!! =D

Oh man, I can't wait till the end of the last paper!!


OH ya, after reading some people's blog about HK Disneyland, it makes me want to have a spontaneous trip there! I've never been to
Disneyland and I want to experience cold weather in December! Anyone on enough like me? LOL!
Well, I think my hopes will be dashed anyway because it's too last minute anyway.
I wish I'm a slutwhore, and abit of whining and someone might sponsor me a trip there.
NAH! I doubt it. I'm not a slutwhore and I HATE RELYING ON PEOPLE!!
Including Jack. Sometimes.

I really detest people minding my stuff when I don't need their opinions at all. Don't come and tell me how correct you are, and don't judge me because you think I got to be the SAME as you.

I'm going to be who I want to be.

Ironically, I'm a person who is pretty judgemental and kpo as well. But ya, at least I don't tell them really out front what they should do and condemns their actions, unless there is really a need to because I don't want them to be hurt etc.

Well, all I can say is October is a very eventful month. Lots going on non-stop. Haven't hit the club for a really long time too. And many people are tempting me tonight.
But then again, since I never hit the club that often, most of my time are spent hanging out at nice eating places. A healthier alternative I suppose? 
 
Especially last weekend I guess. Had lamian and xiaolongbao at Crystal Jade, and then desserts at 2am dessert bar. I LOVE THAT PLACE! Partially because they always give me the sofa seats. LOl! And I'm an extreme fan of chocolates so I LOVE THAT PLACE! Shall try their champagne the next time I go there I swear! 

And we went Dempsey Barracks? Don't really know the name of the place, but the food is awesome. Awesome ambience too! And Jack drove the zooom zoom Porsche. I still haven't drove it yet!! 
Sigh, I only want a Suzuki Swift. =(

Anyways, I cut bangs again, and it's not those cheena pok bangs that everyone has now! It's the Summer's (as in 500days of Summer that Summer) bangs ok. Ok I know I'm just trying to be special. And I cut away my layers too. And I love my Summer's bangs! =D 

Oh man, all my friends are out in the club right now but I'm too tired to hit the clubs. I just want to go somewhere quiet and nice, like maybe sip wine or coffee at some chillax place. But I guess in the end, I'll just try to catch up with my readings. =) 
Can't wait for december to come! 

That we over rely on it. And when it screws up badly, our lives are turned upside down.

Had a really bad week. Lots of unhappy stuff going about. And this damn internet/wireless router is driving me crazy.
Sometimes I can't connect, for the entire night. Sometimes I can, for a few seconds and it goes DC. Like now, I have DC-ed thrice as I typed this post!!!!!!! 

This is freaking frustrating.
It was perfectly fine, and then one night it suddenly decides to go on war with me! What the hell is wrong with you router! I wish I can smash you to bits!!!

Can anyone tell me what's wrong?!

I feel so tempted to get a mobile broadband device now.

ARGH! I got DC-ed again! EFF!

The men in my house are hopeless in technology. Even my brother, goodness me! 

And as I was saying, this is a pretty bad week for me.

I lost one tuition kid, I have tonnes of uncompleted stuff, and I'm going to start my " No-clubbing-for-1-month" campaign, and till then it will be final exams and probably won't be able to party much. I don't know, well we'll see. I got to stay focused for awhile.

Right now, I'm going to go to bed. OMG is almost 3!
Till then, I'm craving for Salmon sashimi right now. Maybe I should pop by some Japanese restaurant this weekend. =) 

I hope my life will be better.

2 mid terms down, and 1 more next week. Yet, I seemed so relaxed, happily bumming at home.
I don't know why everyone else are really worried for mid-terms. I treat it like some CA test that we had in Poly, like not really a big deal. And everyone was like saying they're so screwed after the test. I don't know if I'm normal to see things that easily. =X

Anyways, those 2 tests are over and I don't really want to think about it. I know I've done what I can, but definitely not my best. Doing my best requires a lot of effort you know.

And I have tonnes of assignments slowly creeping in. But I refuse to face them now. I know I should start soon. =X
And cancellation of tutorials this week, and e-learning next week doesn't help. I'm kinda enjoying bumming each day at home, watching old telly dramas, and surfing Facebook till it's so boring. And then off to teach lots of tuition.
But I GOT TO START ON SOMETHING!!

I thought I would be dead busy this week, but it wasn't so bad afterall, because life is made easier when tutorials and tuition are being cancelled. And I self-declared 2.5 days school per week. I guess I'll love school life more if I can drive to school. Not ROT on 151 for 3 hours each day.

I met up with Nadine and Wanxin Darlings on Monday for dinner and catch up. And I had test the next day, but ended up reaching home at 12. I'm so power right, I know. -.- I think my uni friends must be thinking that Sarah is a damn slacker.
BUT, I did study the week before, and I know my limits, I hope. So ya.
Catching up with Nadine and Wanxin is totally worth it! Though I've seen them about once or twice a week, there's never enough to talk about. Miss those times when we go to school together everyday. =(
And I really don't know what happened to Denise and Yixin. I miss them lots! Especially Denise, cause I've haven't seen her for months. I miss her craziness!! And her casual but expensive clothes. LOl! And laughing at her because she's so blur.

Weekends are coming again, and I guess I got to be more optimistic, and a little productive.
I want to carry lantern! Haven't been doing that for ages! Wonder if Jack will find me stupid.
And I'm going Butter tomorrow with Wanxin and Jack, and I hope it will be fun, though it's kinda weird. Nevertheless, I still have them both, and Butter haven't disappoint me-YET.

Since next week is e-learning, I reckon there's plenty of online assignments to do, but still....I hope I have time for meetups. =)