It's the next exciting day that everyone looks forward to besides CNY. Actually CNY for me these past years have been a really dull and boring one. Especially this year, when there's lots of stuff going on. I hope next year will be better!

And I'm looking forward to spend the holidays fruitfully! Shall be more discipline and attend yoga at least once a week! I need to tone myself up!!
And I realise I lost 2kg after my period. Can you imagine? I lost 2kg of blood! And still look bloated. SUCKS to be a woman!

I know I said that I want to party like mad this holiday too. Well, it's that time of the year and it's time to let lose, but I better try to limit myself, because I feel that I have aged 2 years everytime I go out on a late night-out. Beauty sleep! Very important!

And I'm looking forward to celebrating Wanxin's birthday this weekend! And we're going to have a double date this Christmas! =) Never really been on a double date and I hope it's fun when you're double-dating with your best friend.

And now I'm really depressed because I don't know to do with my hair. My hair is like seriously crappy now! Have to clip it before I go out and my hair is like CRAP! I wonder if I should get some curls or rebond it straight (again! -.-) or rebond partially. If only I'm born with natural manageable hair.

Oh! And I borrowed Jack's Wii and I'm so going to play Guitar Heroes during the afternoon! Beatles! Rock my socks! Here comes the sun~ I wanna hold your hand!!!~

And I think I'll really spend alot alot this month. CRAP!

I hate it when the last paper is like after a long break after the 2nd last one. I seriously have no mood to study. Even though I've been consistent for the past 3 days, I don't know, I still feel insecure and not confident and the feeling sucks. To make it worse, I totally don't have the mood to study really hard for me because my brain is thinking about the things I want to do during the holidays.

Haven't been blogging for awhile, and I guess it's facebook's fault. Everything on facebook is explicitly expressed already. Like my current thoughts and etc.

And since I don't have the mood to study, I might as well write something here.

I don't get why some people deserve better. Maybe I'm jealous or whatever, I don't know. But I just don't get why some girls can get the attention of so many guys and the guys are willing to do anything for the girl. It's not as if the girl is super hot or whatever. Or maybe she is, for a tiny bit.
I don't know. But it's just isn't fair I feel. Why give false hopes?
And I probably shouldn't judge I know. But I just don't get it!!

And why do guys like girls that are such slutwhore. Ooo extreme!
Well, not slutwhore, but hard to get? It's like you know she's dating tonnes of other guys and you're still one of the guys putting in a lot of effort and money for dates and trying to gain her attention. I don't know. Maybe I just don't understand.

I was chatting with a friends and sometimes I do miss some kind of singlehood. I can do whatever I want, play around, no commitments. Oh no that sound abit like slutwhore! But ya, I don't know how to explain.

But of course I have no complains now. Jack is like more than a best friend, but quite similar to a best friend and I can tell him anything and everything. I don't have to put on a facade with him. Don't have to put on my best makeup and dress (though that's a plus) and I throw tantrums like nobody's business. We argue, yell at each other till I'm going to explode, and a few minutes later it's as if nothing has happened and it's back to normal.

That's abit like me and Wanxin I feel. Sometimes I'm really mad at her and I sort of hate her for awhile. We do have our differences. And then after a few days we're back to normal and bitch around and plan meetups. It sure feels good to be friends with people who do not bear grudges.

And I also love all the other girls who don't make me mad at all!! =D

Oh man, I can't wait till the end of the last paper!!


OH ya, after reading some people's blog about HK Disneyland, it makes me want to have a spontaneous trip there! I've never been to
Disneyland and I want to experience cold weather in December! Anyone on enough like me? LOL!
Well, I think my hopes will be dashed anyway because it's too last minute anyway.
I wish I'm a slutwhore, and abit of whining and someone might sponsor me a trip there.
NAH! I doubt it. I'm not a slutwhore and I HATE RELYING ON PEOPLE!!
Including Jack. Sometimes.

I really detest people minding my stuff when I don't need their opinions at all. Don't come and tell me how correct you are, and don't judge me because you think I got to be the SAME as you.

I'm going to be who I want to be.

Ironically, I'm a person who is pretty judgemental and kpo as well. But ya, at least I don't tell them really out front what they should do and condemns their actions, unless there is really a need to because I don't want them to be hurt etc.

Well, all I can say is October is a very eventful month. Lots going on non-stop. Haven't hit the club for a really long time too. And many people are tempting me tonight.
But then again, since I never hit the club that often, most of my time are spent hanging out at nice eating places. A healthier alternative I suppose? 
 
Especially last weekend I guess. Had lamian and xiaolongbao at Crystal Jade, and then desserts at 2am dessert bar. I LOVE THAT PLACE! Partially because they always give me the sofa seats. LOl! And I'm an extreme fan of chocolates so I LOVE THAT PLACE! Shall try their champagne the next time I go there I swear! 

And we went Dempsey Barracks? Don't really know the name of the place, but the food is awesome. Awesome ambience too! And Jack drove the zooom zoom Porsche. I still haven't drove it yet!! 
Sigh, I only want a Suzuki Swift. =(

Anyways, I cut bangs again, and it's not those cheena pok bangs that everyone has now! It's the Summer's (as in 500days of Summer that Summer) bangs ok. Ok I know I'm just trying to be special. And I cut away my layers too. And I love my Summer's bangs! =D 

Oh man, all my friends are out in the club right now but I'm too tired to hit the clubs. I just want to go somewhere quiet and nice, like maybe sip wine or coffee at some chillax place. But I guess in the end, I'll just try to catch up with my readings. =) 
Can't wait for december to come! 

That we over rely on it. And when it screws up badly, our lives are turned upside down.

Had a really bad week. Lots of unhappy stuff going about. And this damn internet/wireless router is driving me crazy.
Sometimes I can't connect, for the entire night. Sometimes I can, for a few seconds and it goes DC. Like now, I have DC-ed thrice as I typed this post!!!!!!! 

This is freaking frustrating.
It was perfectly fine, and then one night it suddenly decides to go on war with me! What the hell is wrong with you router! I wish I can smash you to bits!!!

Can anyone tell me what's wrong?!

I feel so tempted to get a mobile broadband device now.

ARGH! I got DC-ed again! EFF!

The men in my house are hopeless in technology. Even my brother, goodness me! 

And as I was saying, this is a pretty bad week for me.

I lost one tuition kid, I have tonnes of uncompleted stuff, and I'm going to start my " No-clubbing-for-1-month" campaign, and till then it will be final exams and probably won't be able to party much. I don't know, well we'll see. I got to stay focused for awhile.

Right now, I'm going to go to bed. OMG is almost 3!
Till then, I'm craving for Salmon sashimi right now. Maybe I should pop by some Japanese restaurant this weekend. =) 

I hope my life will be better.

2 mid terms down, and 1 more next week. Yet, I seemed so relaxed, happily bumming at home.
I don't know why everyone else are really worried for mid-terms. I treat it like some CA test that we had in Poly, like not really a big deal. And everyone was like saying they're so screwed after the test. I don't know if I'm normal to see things that easily. =X

Anyways, those 2 tests are over and I don't really want to think about it. I know I've done what I can, but definitely not my best. Doing my best requires a lot of effort you know.

And I have tonnes of assignments slowly creeping in. But I refuse to face them now. I know I should start soon. =X
And cancellation of tutorials this week, and e-learning next week doesn't help. I'm kinda enjoying bumming each day at home, watching old telly dramas, and surfing Facebook till it's so boring. And then off to teach lots of tuition.
But I GOT TO START ON SOMETHING!!

I thought I would be dead busy this week, but it wasn't so bad afterall, because life is made easier when tutorials and tuition are being cancelled. And I self-declared 2.5 days school per week. I guess I'll love school life more if I can drive to school. Not ROT on 151 for 3 hours each day.

I met up with Nadine and Wanxin Darlings on Monday for dinner and catch up. And I had test the next day, but ended up reaching home at 12. I'm so power right, I know. -.- I think my uni friends must be thinking that Sarah is a damn slacker.
BUT, I did study the week before, and I know my limits, I hope. So ya.
Catching up with Nadine and Wanxin is totally worth it! Though I've seen them about once or twice a week, there's never enough to talk about. Miss those times when we go to school together everyday. =(
And I really don't know what happened to Denise and Yixin. I miss them lots! Especially Denise, cause I've haven't seen her for months. I miss her craziness!! And her casual but expensive clothes. LOl! And laughing at her because she's so blur.

Weekends are coming again, and I guess I got to be more optimistic, and a little productive.
I want to carry lantern! Haven't been doing that for ages! Wonder if Jack will find me stupid.
And I'm going Butter tomorrow with Wanxin and Jack, and I hope it will be fun, though it's kinda weird. Nevertheless, I still have them both, and Butter haven't disappoint me-YET.

Since next week is e-learning, I reckon there's plenty of online assignments to do, but still....I hope I have time for meetups. =) 

My life is like a blank sheet of paper. It's too boring. I don't want to bore you with the boring stuff I did (i.e. assignments, and doing stupid projects).

I haven't been clubbing for more than 2 weeks! Can't believe it! My addicti on is kicking in again. I need to go this weekend or something!

AND it's recess week in 2 days! Finally! I bet lots of NUS students are going to be kiasu muggers, and do I have a choice? BUT, I die die also must go to Butter on Wednesday. Afterall it's only a day. LOADS of readings to catch up with as well. -.-

I want to meet up with Lovelies too. Missed them so much. Sigh, they have been postponing meetups too much! YOU ALL HUH, DON'T PROCRASTINATE. It always ended up with me, Nadine, and a few combination between the rest. LOl.

Sigh.

I hope the long weekends will be a good one. I don't want to waste it! I don't care, hopefully I can force Jack into doing things I want this weekend.

Till then. XOXO
Gossip Girl is back.
And Chuck Bass is so cute when he's not a bastard.
I think I need my dosage of fairytales once in awhile.

But RED is!  <3

Red is the colour of love, of happiness, of outgoing-ness, of impulsiveness. Hahahha! I love red.

But I've been feeling rather blue since the start of this week. I think it's because of school.
Every morning, I wake up, and think of that idiotic bus journey to school. I'm sian-ed.

Every evening when I walk to the bus stop excited to go home and da bao some of my cravings for dinner, but I'm sian-ed.
Cause the bus stop is full of people, and I can't get a seat on the bus, or the bus is too crowded, or the jam is killing me with it's slow poke-ness.


But when I'm in school. SOMETIMES, I do like the feeling of being a student. I just think that NUS has a very good studying environment and it makes you want to study. I think I have no problems studying in the library for hours. And everyone around you are studying. Not playing lan on their laptops, and chatting loudly with their friends.

And there's quite a significant difference between poly life and uni life, though it's all about lectures and tutorials. 

The students are super duper punctual. When lecture starts at 4, and I arrived at 3.56, almost the whole lecture hall is full. And when you're 10 to 15 mins late, or at least 5 mins late, sorry you might not get seats! 
That's why it's kinda difficult for me to adapt because we're so used to be 15 -30 mins late for lectures. =X
And I'm always late these days. Not that I'm really proud of.

And uni students like to email their lecturers and ask them questions!

OMG! I totally can't be bothered after lectures end can?
How, it's so competitive.

And I have an assignment due in 2 weeks time. 
OH GOD!!!!!!!

Thinking about the stuff I got to do is enough to kill me. I can't wait for Friday to come. Only then will I see red.

But despite the stress and all that. I hope I'll be able to handle it.
I really want to take at least a double major in something Business related.

Taking a Business module this sem makes me feel so happy already! 

But well well........There's alot of question marks in my head right now.

All I can think of is the arrival of dearest TGIF.

And I kinda can't wait for the day I can curl my hair. =)
Random I know.

 
I'm feeling mean today.
I don't know. I'm unhappy about things that doesn't really concern me, at least directly. 
I have lots of negative comments about them. And if I say them all out, I guess some people might really detest me and think that Sarah is such a 'xin xiong xia zai' person. 

I think I might really offend lots of people if I just say them all out. 

But well, I shall keep to myself and gossip amongst those that are interested in such topics. =X


Anyway, weekend was short and sweet. Short is the key word. 

Despite still having that terrible cough, I ate Popeye's on Friday night and ate B&J's ice cream this afternoon.  B&J's is the bliss! 
And I still have one more tub sitting in Jack's freezer.

And on Saturday, Jack chose to have expensive dinner instead of going shopping with me. We went Red Dot at Dempsey and the ambience is pretty perfect. Nice cool and airy place. They even have their own brewery! But sadly, the beer isn't anything wonderful. I think Durty Nelly's would be better. I drank this beer that is slimy green in colour! Damn cool, but it taste like, Carlsberg? -_-'''

I ate their crab meat linguine because I heard their pasta is great. It's not bad, but I find it has too much garlic for my liking. Jack's main course was nice but we got really sick of it in the end. I guess their steak would be a better choice.
Or maybe Red Dot is a better place to chill out for beer and some finger food. Their live band there is not too bad too! =)

And I don't know why I like Dempsey so much. I guess the ambience there is really serene. But sadly it can't be a weekly affair because the bill comes up to over $100?!

I think if Jack chose to go shopping with me, we wouldn't have spend so much. Oh man! 


If only Dempsey has a place that sells nice desserts...